To Mom:
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We at least have to have an object oriented language out of PNF, in order to begin writing it for the business. If needed, I could get paid to do this, otherwise, I need to do this for free. Until I do go so far, there's no chance of being able to make money with it, so we don't want to open the doors too soon.
It's a God sized project. So, probably, I should listen for prayers on when my language is minimally ready. Then I'll know, whether I'm surprised at when or not.
I should get a volunteer job, in the meantime. I need to commit to it, and do it for at least a year. I also need to make sure someone of my generation is available to pay at my rate, to clean my house when I need it, or I can't do that either. I can't do any of it, without that.
Rusty is my man for that, but we need to work around his schedule. Aunt Pam hasn't been good at that so far. But unless she does, I'll always be trapped and can never really be used by God. That is, unless I get caregiver to do everything for me, and just focus on computer work 24/7. But then, you can expect my wrists to go. Probably, I'd need to just sleep, even if that were possible. It's not really an option, even if YOU need to help train Rusty.